"Today I had all the medicine I need," he said. "I feel all excited about tomorrow. I am washed clean and shining. I'll keep in touch."They had anothe...r beer and left.John hadn't slept as well in years.Sarah Cunningham looked past the man's strong, handsome profile. Through a haze of unshed tears she saw the plane lift off the tarmac.They had spent three days in glorious Vegas. It should have left her in a state of bliss. The familiar pull of g-forces should have been mixed with clouds of. One night he came over and we were watching a game when the power went off. Without power we decided to all play some poker by candle light. We sat around on the floor by the coffee table. It was fun having to try to see your cards in the dim light so we started drinking more and more. We all began to get pretty well drunk and talk then turned sexual. We tried to get Susan to play strip poker but she’d decline each time. Susan went to the bathroom and Rob told me she’d be passed out soon. I. We get in the elevator and were talking casually till we reached ground floor we walked outside and she got into one of the most beautiful trucks I have ever seen a 2012 ford raptor it was red and it had red stacks in the box god dam was it nice she rolled down the passenger window and shouted u coming. I opened the door and climbed in she put err in drive and we took off god dam did this truck have power and she loved to use it we would stop at a red light and she squawk them every time it. After that we cuddled once in a while but that was it. One day she said she knew I masturbated. I asked her what choices did I have. She didn't want to have sex with me. I promised her never to cheat on her again and was going to keep that promise. I would never hurt her again. Then there was masturbation. If she knew of another way to get release to let me know. She just walked away.I was now thinking about my kids. Of course they weren't kids anymore. They would soon have grandchildren of.