His sister and her two k**s too had accompanied him. She was a divorcee. Mom and dad didn’t like them in their home and I told hubby to take another... home. Within a day itself we moved to a beautiful home near a beautiful Miami beach where I could get more guys. Ha..ha..ha.Within one week hubby had to travel to Singapore on business and I retained more and more guys. Even my s*s-in-law know these all. While my hubby was away, I joined CAFD which means Computer Aided Fashion Designing in Brickell. ‘No hurry!’ his voice said. ‘No hurry at all!’ ‘Ted?’ I asked, almost in a daze, as I sat with my head tilted forwards, fully expecting his hands to brush and stroke my neck and shoulders. I got up and took the pill that Sally at the clinic prescribed for me, it helps. I know I will need them for awhile, they are simply a very mild tranquilizer. Then I will do as my man said, the silliness is gone now. I will go live, and one day I will find another man. I know it is what Ted would want, I know. You can get up, I'll cut off those things on your wrists, and you canleave and check into a hotel until we can sort out how we're going tofinish breaking up, who's moving out and how, etc. OR. And she paused.I said, in the same meek voice, Or?OR, you can TRY to understand.You've got just 30 seconds to decide. What will it be? Leave and go to ahotel, or TRY to understand. "MR. YOU just don't understand."I actually considered my options carefully. But in the end, the firstchoice seemed so. Activities or events that would have shocked her before were starting to seem more normal now. Things that she would have found repulsive were becoming part of everyday life. What was worse was that there seemed to be a never-ending stream of new experiences that were being thrust upon her. She worried that she would never be able to return to being just a girl.Being treated like a pony or being bound or having her nipples clamps were examples of normal existence now that would have been.