We also provide opportunities for masters to exchange ideas and experiences. A slave cannot be trained without a master, or without the master's activ...e participation. The master decides how strict the training will be, how much pain the slave will experience, how much abuse and humiliation she will suffer."This explanation terminated my visit as far as the man was concerned. He called his assistants to accompany me to the door.I wasn't going to give up so soon. "Can't you at least tell me. If at least Paul could see me being whipped, it would at least count for something. I strangle a sob. I lift my eyes and Parker stands in front of me.In his hands, the whip.Oh my God! It is been a long time since he's used the whip. Hanging from the beam, spread eagled, I tremble, and I start crying. I cannot contain my tears. The anticipation, the fear, the tension of these past few days, since Paul told me "You have an appointment with Mr. Marshall on Thursday" have caught up with me, on. “Perhaps you are right. Maybe I should leave him today.”Chapter 13A voice from the past.Vanessa's phone rings and she looks at the number and dismisses the call. The phone rings again and she does the same again. Vanessa is obviously distracted and loses her concentration. Susan is still talking but Vanessa is not listening. "Hey, Hey Vanessa. Are you okay?" Susan asks in a louder voice. Vanessa finally hears her and apologizes for her lapse in concentration. "I am sorry, that call got me off. Obviously something's happened to upset you, and I'd like to help if I can." That's really sweet of you, but can we just drop it for now? I'd really like to get some sleep," she said, hopping up onto her loft."Whatever." Ally finished getting into her nightshirt and then headed for bed. As she lay there wide awake in the dark room, she decided to do a bit of bonding with Kaija. For whatever reason, it was always easier for Ally to deal with sensitive subjects in the dark. She guessed that it.