When she looked up from her desk andturned to give him dictation; her words caught in her throat. Jason was standingas close to the blackboard as he c...ould without raising suspicion, but fromhis profile the young teacher could see he was trying to hide the bulge ofthe largest erection she had ever seen. Size was not an end all be all toher but, "wow", she thought, "that thing is impressive. Some little bimbois gonna get ripped in half with that someday." She couldn't take her eyes off his. Sometimes I wish..." Don't go there, she thought, you don't want to get to personal with your boss. "What do you wish?" He asked. "Nothing. It's silly." Nikki's expression changed. For the first time, Jacob saw the sadness that she kept hidden beneath her smile and the longing in her eyes. "A wish, a dream that you hold is not silly. So what is it?" Nikki laughed. "Okay, but its woman stuff. I want a husband who cares about me. Someone who puts me at the center of their universe. I want to know. The cloud had taken on an almost physical form around her. It sat on her eyelids and made them heavy. It rested upon her shoulders and forced her to slump. Although she intellectually knew the 'truth,' her mind refused to believe that the depression was just a series of emotions, feelings she could banish if only she could find the energy. She also knew that this was the final time she would go through this cycle.Connie sighed as she turned the faucet off. Steam rising from the tub blurred her. I said well can you find a way to include me in it? She said how? I said bring them here and let me watch. That didn't go over very well , NO, she said , I don't want my dates to know where I live. I asked why? She said some of them aren't the "type" you'd want around our neighborhood. Type? I said ,what type are they? She said almost half of them are black. I felt light headed, I even swayed a bit. I reached out and put my hand on the wall to steady myself. Black? You have had sex with black.