Maybe you both need to remind yourselves that there are other options.’ ‘You want me to back out of this so I can sleep with other women? Just to ...get it out of my system?’ Damon didn’t say what he was thinking, which was that he wasn’t like his father, he didn’t have a wandering eye. ‘No, of course I don’t want you to sew your wild oats, or whatever the saying is. I just mean,’ she paused. ‘Do you love Beth?’ ‘What? Yes. Absolutely. Why would I be marrying her if I didn’t love her?’ ‘I don’t. I rolled onto my stomach and felt him straddle my thighs. I closed me eyes, having decided that no matter what he had in mind it was going to be good. When his hands, covered with oil, began massaging my body I found my faith totally justified. Being massaged by someone with talent who also happens to love you is one of the greatest feelings on this Earth. Hiro was a master and I was putty in my brothers hands. He massaged my neck and shoulders and moved lower, taking his time, not missing a. As I did I got very close to his chest, and as it was revealed to me, it was spectacular. I inched toward his right nipple. His arms now free, his left hand grabbed my ear and twisted. ‘Not now boy.’ ‘I’m sorry, Sir.’ I was capitalizing the word ‘Sir’ to myself now, this was great. Just what I always wanted, God, if it only would last. So many times I had someone who would order me around only for a game or only passing through. ‘Now the pants.’ I unbuckled his belt and pulled it out. Guessing. "It's over and done with. And like I said, it didn't hurt or anything." I gave her a smile. "All of those dance classes and times I went horseback riding made sure of that."She nodded. "The first time can be, well, the first time can be a bit of a problem for a girl. You can tell her what's going to happen, but it doesn't really prepare her. Getting her to talk about it afterward is important, though. It's how women work though things."That was a big broad hint, and it did feel better to share.