Who wants me so bad, he would put his… hands on my body…and make me all hot…and horny…you know how….I might not want that…..” Megan thou...ght…. Oh my god…I’m so elated at Johnny’s lust for me. It was suppose to be a test to see if I could still turn a man on. I didn’t think about his reaction to my turning him on. That tells me it’s dad, and not me.I haven’t been turned on by a guy in a very long time. I want a lot more of this from Johnny. His hands have got me so horny, I’m dizzy. He’s. I was woken by my mother, 'Come on you need to go to bed', she said laughing, she was blasted too, but having a ball.'I will take her down', came a sober offer, my dads friend, Bill, who was alone with the group, man in his fifties, divorced and had been eyeing me all night, not that it bothered me when he offered, as I was too far gone to care.With that settled the table cleared with much shouting and laughter as a new song was stuck up and no one looked back as Bill slid in beside me.He put. I get an amazing high, and then I miss the rush of being a whore, and want, no, need, to do it again. It wasn’t something I had planned to do, but the opportunity arose that made my life so much more exciting.I have been having sex more like a woman the last few months than like a man, and almost everything a woman can enjoy, I can enjoy, which means two of the three major forms of sex. It makes no sense when some people speak as though oral sex isn’t “having sex”; of course it is, just as is. ..and Rose can’t stand being a bad girl...and when Rose is a bad girl, she doesn’t get food and gets severely punished for it...I know you’ve seen it on our bodies already. My uncles used cigarettes to burned our bodies as punishment when we disobeyed them...or if...they just feel like it.”“.....Why does Rose likes your uncles so much since they’re such fucking horrible people?” I said in anger.“Rose doesn’t know any better, sometimes she even pretends the repulsive things they’ve done to her.