"Uhhhhh...." I began to panic. "I'm really tire-" Julie cut me off."I was thinking I would stay in the guest room, if that’s alright with you" Thank... god she saved me on that one I thought as my aunt looked over and winked."Oh thats an even better idea" my mother replied as she turned and left the room.I said goodnight to Julie and the few other family members that were still around, it was nearing 2:00 in the morning now so there were few people left. Retreating to my room, overwhelmed with. .He's..No!* Lily screamed *He can't be*Although she knew it to be true she still had a hard time accepting the fact, She had known for a while before the paramedics spoke that Alex was gone but been told it just seemed to make her feel angry, She felt as if the paramedics could of saved him, Should of saved him even though deep down she knew they couldn't*I'm sorry miss but there is nothing more we can do* The paramedic said a little nervously, He seemed a little afraid of Lily, He sort of felt. ’ ‘Get out of here,’ she suggested, ‘before things get any worse.’ This was good advice. I asked her to go and detach Alicia from the ardent young men surrounding her while I made my excuses to George. Our goodbyes said, the three of us headed for the car and I checked with Wendy that she had been keeping clear of the alcohol. ‘Of course,’ she replied, clearly shocked that I should think her capable of disobedience. ‘Good,’ I said, thrusting the car keys into her hand. ‘You’re driving.’ My. It seemed that she was, but why. "I think that Jack is still in his office," I said trying to change the subject."I know. He is talking to Nigel," she said still looking down at me. "Am I making you nervous?" Yes," I replied without thinking.Tammy laughed. "It's been a while since I have had that effect on someone. I thought I had embarrassed myself after I sent those videos." Tammy folded her arms under her chest. "After I decided to clean the blankets and pillows off your bed. Since you gave.