I have always been a voyeur and love peeking at other women and even Martha, at home I sometime sneak outside our house and peek in thru the bedroom w...indow when she is getting undressed pretending I am somebody else looking at her. It always makes me hard and excites me fantasizing about somebody else seeing her.Two weeks ago I was having lunch with a fellow I had gotten to know and we were talking about one of the girls we know. I mentioned that it would be great to see her naked and Tom, the. , A.J. her bloody self!” I smiled again marvelling at his obvious excitement in just meeting me, “ Look,” he continued, “ I have to get back now, was just having a stroll in this lovely weather, but can we get a drink together tonight?”“Yes of course John, we’d love to. Say The Dutton’s Arms on the front at 8.30pm?” I smiled again as he took my hand, nearly shaking it off at the wrist,” God I’d love that, my A.J. you look so fucking hot, pardon my French, you look gorgeous!” I looked down at. He was fatally attracted to hissister-in-law Marilyn, and now with his brother's death he had grown even fonder ofher. He knew that it wasn't proper for a man to want his own dead brother's wife buthe did. He never got very far with Marilyn, however, even on the occasions whenthey were drunk together, she was always aloof ... holding herself back, not quiteletting her hair down altogether with him.Ronnie knew however that she must be madly frustrated, he knew that she hadn'thad a boyfriend in a. I really didn't likethinking about my past much."So, you really want to know why I was so angry, K?" Yes. Please," she answered, in a tone that I couldn't quite place. Iwas tempted to sit up and have a look at her face, but I also reallywanted to get this off my chest while I was still in a talking mood. Itdidn't happen often."See, this is the thing. I mean, really, if I was that insecure about mymasculinity, K, d'you really think I'd be going around with thesefucking things?" I hefted those.