New York is five hours behind. I wish I could carry a licensed short here. Some guy, August 1993, dumps a gym bag in the door of the Northern Bank nex...t door to me and when it goes off I feel my three-story Victorian gentleman’s townhouse lift on its foundation for less than a second and then thump down again. I’m in the attic which is why I’m not dead. The loose old windows in the attic just pop open without breaking. But downstairs all the carpets are fine-frosted with powdered glass from the. Rex was immediately given a feather duster and marshalled about the room, the stern and coldly authoritative woman taking great pleasure in striping his bare cheeks with her stinging cane at any given opportunity; though the room was spotless, he was chastised whenever she felt like it."Attention to detail at all times! No maid trained by me will show the merest element of slackness. When your course is finished with me, you will know how it was for the lowliest of housemaids from a hundred. Hang with me.”I was still semi conscious as they loaded me in the ambulance. I had IV’s hanging everywhere and felt a sharp pain in my left ankle.The paramedic said, “Looks like the bullet broke both bones in your leg just above your ankle, Ms. Hammer. I have to splint it. I’m sorry for the pain.”They rolled me on my right side and packed my hip wound with gauze and bandages. All I could do was gurgle moans. My left lung was punctured. That was the last thing I remembered as I slipped into LaLa. I had relationship with girls that is already in a relationship, meaning being the other guy, and i enjoyed it, also irresistibly cheating with my GFs (now EXs)i cant explain nor stop it,.then it has gotten BAD, to having a relationship with women that already have commitment, live-in, engage, married, with k**s and family and all, i was getting caught but then, all i have to do was to get away, simple, the girl never knew my address, i am nowhere near stupid, trust me,then from BAD to worst,.