Shortly after marriage, I followed my husband to Germany at the age of 18, and we lived in Hamburg for 20 years. For me it's nothing out of the ordina...ry that Mustafa loves a man. I know a lot of gays in Hamburg, but here the clocks are ticking differently and that Baba has agreed here is almost a reform. Yes, I replied, but how is Anne going to feel at that. She took my hand and continued. I think you know what's the matter and I can talk openly with you. For both, the happiness of their son is. It happened back when I was nineteen. It was in October, right around Diwali. I had always questioned my sexuality. I knew for sure that I wasn’t a lesbian, but I was definitely attracted to both men and women. It seemed so wrong, mostly because of my upbringing I suppose. In high school I had a very good friend, Shekhar, who was gay and he opened my mind a little bit, showing that alternative feelings and lifestyles really were okay.My best friend Payal and I often went to gay bars with. But story does not end here yet. In mid-March girl again came to the swimming pool, but now alone. This day I accidentally came right after her and saw girl entering to the mens locker room. But this time administrator noticed clearly, that girl went to the mens room alone. No father!! As I said, I was only one present behind the scene and administrator asked: Did you see it!? She was girl, am I right? I have seen her earlier too, she has came always with her father. Maybe father will come some. After biting my nails right down worrying about it, I decidedthat I would have to shave my legs.Then I realised that I would have to wear tights anyway. I went to a differentshop with a smaller selection and was forced to buy a 3 pack of 15 deniertights. That decided it. I would have to shave my legs. If only I'd thoughtabout it in advance and made sure I bought an ankle length skirt!I climbed into my grandparent's shower and got myself clean, using shower gellent to me by Michelle for today..