Everyone on the force knew it. They had seen it coming. Everyone on the force knew it. They had seen it coming. No one was particularly vocal about it..., but everyone seemed to share the same thought: Lexa got involved with Mason in order to leave behind the world of the routine cop and become a detective like him. They did not see in them a true romantic couple. They saw only that Lexa had an interest in higher-paid detective work and Mason was her ticket. Chief Barry Hiller congratulated them. When I was 8 years old, I witness my parents murder. Everybody said it was a blessing I was alive but I didn't feel that way. Everyday I wish I died with my family that day. An because of this I'm a loner, I stayed to myself my whole life.The annuversity of my parents death, I decide to kill myself by cut my wirst and bleed out. But it never went as planned. I went to my parents grave and said goodbye to them. I sat there with my wirst bleeding out listerning to my ipod. As I started to bleed. “Dad, could you come out for a second? I need your help with something.”I heard him rustling, and then he responded, “Not now, honey, I’m busy.”“Dad, it’s important.”I heard more rustling and guessed he was probably stashing his magazines back into his briefcase.Finally, he unlocked and opened the door. In a somewhat irritated voice, he said, “What is it that’s so important?”Then he noticed my open blouse.He stopped for a moment and turned red. Then he stammered, “Button your shirt, Ally. You. I would then tie your hands up over your head, and ever so slowly begin to undress you piece by piece. First the blouse you are wearing, - I would cut that off your arms, - so don't wear anything expensive. Then I would unfasten the clasp of your bra, and let your breasts fall free. I might give thme e slight tingle with my finger tips. Then I would slowly lower your skirt down over your knees and take it off completely. You now only have your little pair of panties on. I would run my finger up.