”Brenda cut her off, directing her, “After what you and Sam shared this weekend, I hardly think you have any secrets remaining. In fact, after wha...t Ben and I shared, I think that any pretense of secrets is laughable. Sam showed you what you have been missing, and what you have been wanting all along. Ben showed me why you have been missing it. Tell Sam about your conversation with Britney, and start now. Don’t you agree, Sam?”I was not about to start going off on my own tangent now, after the. It was English for me, a class I shared with both D and Jane. The same dance was repeated again, where I was the new girl made to parade in front of the class. Then it was down to business.They were reading Shakespeare, Romeo and Juliet. I would have to catch up, but it seemed they were not going at a very fast pace as I read along. Towards the end of English I was starting to feel the strain of keeping my blue eyed Mandy illusion up all the time. I put my hands under the desk, dropping the. It was for a small project that I had to visit the city she resides and since my usual relative was not around my mom asked me to visit her and stay over. She was welcoming and was happy to have a visitor after a while. It was the month of June and was a rainy day. The evening I knocked on her door I was totally drenched.As soon as I entered her house she offered me a towel and asked me to first get myself cleaned up. I immediately rush to the guest room and starting taking off my wet clothes.. The war was still going though, but I had to move on. And dad is the one that came to me in July and told me that Doctor Killman had come in that day. I sighed, and smiled, knowing what I had to do next.The next day I loaded up everything into ma's car, and in my usual black with my Gold Star pin I put the car in drive and headed towards the beach. I had already located the “cottage” of John's family, and the first time I had driven by a few months before I had laughed. The cottage was twice.