I intended to go down to see Rose, but instead turned on the computer and ended up masturbating as I talked to a friend in America. He has been giving... me advice on my love life and he always gets me excited. After talking to him, I really wanted to see Carlo again, despite all that I've said about him.10:00 Don't know what's the matter with me! I ought to be happy, I suppose, with a reliable boyfriend like Ed, and with the soul-mate I have found in Rose. Instead, I decided to go down to the. Emma was very enthusiastic and happy to see him when he got to school - taking the initiative and giving him a big hug as soon as she saw him. She didn’t kiss him exactly - or rather she did, but only on the cheek. Still, it was a lot of progress considering what it was like between them at the start of the week.At lunch they sat together at a table that was private. As private as you can get in a busy school cafeteria anyway. There they danced around the unspoken implication of their date at. Get away from me. How can I not get angry. I really want you, and you turn me away like I'm garbage. Is this some kind of religious thing? Maybe, just maybe I could understand that, but don't just say you don't want me." Tears rolled out of her eyes and soaked her cheeks. She had to choke out the words. "Get away from me." She turned and ran. It was the worst thing that could ever happen to her."Tina, wait!" Harold called after her.Tina ran faster, hoping the drumming of her feet would drown. Her profile was that of anindependently minded, wealthy woman. Her looks told me that she shouldhave no problem finding attractive men to date, so why was she even usingthe dating service? I, on the other hand, was fairly short, of skinnybuild and long straight black hair. In truth, some might consider me tolook a bit effeminate but I am all male. Despite these misgivings Iaccepted her invitation and we both met for the first time at the verysame bar in which I now sit dressed as a wanton.