Sarah giggled. "Oh yeah, I didn't tell you. I was fourteen. Mum and Dad went loopy." I bet they did" I replied instinctively; I was stunned. "What did... you do?"Sarah bit her lip and looked straight at me. "I used to, sort of hang-out with a guy I knew from primary school, Ian. He and his mate got hold of a few bottles of vodka and he turned up at my house with it and Mum and Dad were working. So we went off to the park, and got a bit smashed." And you were caught?" Ian and his mate were caught. He said who was it ? i told him cody and wes. he smiled and said their hot. i said yea i wonder if they are gay or bi. he said who cares we should get them to do something with us. i told him i had math class with cody so i would talk to him.that afternoon is was in math class as cody walked in and saw me. i smiled as he sat behind me. he leaned up and said please dont tell anyone what you saw. i leand close to him and told i told nick and we wanted to have a sleep over at my house friday. I didn't blame him then and I still don't. I never forgave myself.I still remember what happened as if it were yesterday. I still cry myself to sleep sometimes even now, almost six years later. I get so lonely sometimes that I want to do something, go somewhere, be with someone, but I won't! I refuse to be happy, to enjoy my freedom while he is in jail. I put him there and if he has to endure being alone, so will I. It isn't as difficult as it sounds because what I did to him is what I can't. "Of what?" I smeared the asshole and gave the fat dancer a farewell slap. She understood that and took off."She had haemorrhoids. But now it is topsy turvy." Oh, poor girl, not being able to enjoy the bum is frustrating." Said Marika. OK, now I get it. Marika likes ass sex too. I now recalled that Gabika had told me that they used to widen each other's butthole when they were little."How old were you when you stopped masturbating your sister's bunghole?" I asked Marika. She giggled, so I.