He displayed no hyper self-awareness regarding his appearance at all; despite his clear masculine beauty, he didn't expect women to fall all over him ...or men to envy his virility. He was just Ben, and Julia found his quiet self-assuredness extremely attractive.She spoke when he acknowledged her arrival, lowering the axe to catch his breath. "Wow, Ben, you really added to the woodpile. Thank you so much," she said, handing him the glass of water. "I'm embarrassed to admit this, but hearing about. I said no and we talked later into the night. His wife came by to see and meet me. She was a nice woman with a thick body but curvy. Nice shapely ass, wide hips, and large tits that seemed to be very very firm like the rest of her. She left and I told him he was a lucky man because she looked like she'd be fun in bed. He just shrugged his shoulders. I thought maybe I offended him and apologized. He said that wasn't it. He blurted out that he thought that maybe he was gay and they just seemed to. ."Then tears of anger stung my eyes...of course she would take care of him. He wasn't assuming..he'd already asked her!"When was this arranged then?"Damien hesitated, blinking back tears again. He was afraid to say it, but at least we still had some remains of honesty between us."Last night."He admitted, "Before I called you..I'm sorry..I had to cover myself..I had to know I had this sorted out...I will come back..As the taxi drew up outside he moved forward to reach for me, to kiss me goodbye.. ..would you like that, Joe? As I told you before, I would do all these things to you under the gaze of my mother..." (I didn't go on to tell him how strange that statement was.) While we were getting all sexy, I was thinking about what I had told Joe. Wanda was doing somebody else now, or somebody was doing her, but now Sarah was between my legs where Wanda had been, and I was much more used to the way that she did me, and I liked it. It turns out I didn't need to worry about Joe. He didn't.