The wind is currently howling through the trees and rattling the windows of the office. It looks like they could be right.. Although the rain has not ...started yet, you can still smell it in the air. Checking the compound is secure one more time before deciding it would be best to stay over near the car just in case... You see I am helping my friend, they are short one security guard for this evening.The shift is eleven hours on a construction site that is only thirty minutes from home. The money. Warum klaffen zwischen Sollen, Sein und der Realität oft unüberwindbare Schluchten? Und dann gibt es noch das Fegefeuer, das zur Abschreckung erfunden wurde, und das Höllenfeuer, über das man nicht spricht, und das besser in der Hitze der Dunkelheit verborgen bleibt, weil du weißt, dass deine Beichten nur einen Absturz aus großer Höhe zur Folge haben.Gut, liebes Tagebuch, ist ja in Ordnung. Ich habe dein Flüstern gehört. Du musst mich nicht mit erhobenem Zeigefinger ermahnen. Ich werde nicht. Neraga akka veetirku sendrom, veedu motai maadiyil irunthathu.Muthalil keezh veetirku sendrom, appozhuthu ulle periya marumagal irunthaal mamiyaarum irunthaar. Naan ulle sendru sirithu neram pesikondu irunthom, appozhuthu periya marumagal ennai sight adithaal. Naanum avaludan sagajamaaga peschu koduthu kondu irunthen, appozhuthu ramya ulle pesikondu irunthaal.Periya marumagal peyar ranjini vayathu 35 irukum, paarka sema kataiyaaga irunthaal. Iru mulaiyum perithaaga pazhuthu irunthathu, soothum. John was also very unattractive. Overweight, no muscle tone, pale, and short. He never made any effort to fix his appearance because he never met anyone who he thought was worthy of dating him. He just spent his days playing video games, traveling between family mansions, and taking part in those special activities that only the 1% could afford.One Saturday night about two months before graduation, John's father Thomas burst through his bedroom door. This was unusual; Thomas was typically so.