Even though I kept my shape I didnt go out much. I was being messed around by a few fellas so I suppose my confidence took a knock too.One friday nigh...t I had got all dressed up up ready to go out on a date with an old friend. I thought he might be after a bit of extra and didnt mind the attention. I started a bottle of wine and jumped into the bath. I hadnt had it for so long and played with myself to orgasm in the bath thinking about the night ahead. I got out and blow dryed my hair and. What difference would it make anyway? If we tell you John's wrong, then it'll just make her even more unstable and ill. And if you really are a girl, do you really, truly want to know?" asked my Dad. "Why can't you just tell me!? Please.. if you don't tell me the truth, then I'm going to have to assume that Clare's right!" "Oh Dear, the Doctors say we shouldn't get involved! You need to figure it out for yourselves, especially John! She's so fragile mentally right now that we just can't. Fun.”Bob smiled, “It was. I really do love Renee and Ellen.”Tammy whispered, “I could tell. I watched you for a while before I said goodnight.”Bob chuckled, “Next time, come and join us.”Tammy’s color shot up from normal skin tone to rose red in five seconds. “Oh, dear.” She turned and scurried away. Tammy wanted to join in; that was her problem. She felt such moralistic pressure to remain a chaste widow that she still couldn’t see any alternative to her single and sexless life.Two weeks later,. Infact, if you just give it a chance, it might be the best ever. I don'twant to go into too much detail right now. The whole thing might be toooverwhelming for you to take all at once. I promise: if you trust me,believe in me, and do what I want you to do, however hard it may be toaccept, we will be together for a long, long time."YESSSSSSS!!!!! The tenor of her words confirmed, in my mind, she wouldbe 'entertaining' more than ever. I could not yet tell how my level ofparticipation would.