He had a fist full of hundred dollar bills. Obviously he wanted to rent me for some reason. I knew better than to think I would ever see any of that m...oney. The leader of the group that owned me at present took the money and shoved me toward the big fat man with the money. He motioned me inside. I went. The door closed. I was shocked to find a female in the room. It was either his wife or a girlfriend. She was fat or fatter than he was and was laying on the bed on her back with her legs up,. She wasn't a magic pill which cured me. But the essence of it is there ... the way she knows how to talk to me when it comes on ... her patience ... her persistence ... her love ... all that adds up and it can ... take the edge off. It makes a silver lining in the darkness, not enough to clear out the night, but enough to find my way back. And she's made me happy, too, Willow, not just being my nurse when my mind went back to the memories..." I know she's good for you, Dad. I see it. I'm so. I asked her what were they doing. She said my step father got drunk and then did things with her mother. I asked since you saw them, what things did he do. She said no it was too bad and that she can’t say. I said I am a grown man and that if she tells me, I will not tell anyone, even memsahib, it will be our secret and that I will give her nice new clothes and shoes and let her watch TV.She made a few noises and was shy and after a little coaxing and promise of more chocolates, she agreed. I. I replied to the ad and got a reply back in 5 minutes, I thought this guy was hopeless, or to picky answering me back a hour n a half after he placed it. He told me that he just got in and needed to unwind, and that getting his dick sucked was a great option to relax and get the weekend off to a great start. From his photos he was in his mid-twenties, he liked my response and photo, he was O.K with me being older, he replied that didn’t matter – he liked what he saw and the others were not to.