I stopped pouring the water and whipped the towel off her face with a flourish.As she spluttered and spat, coughing up the water from her lungs I wait...ed patiently, until her sounds of distress died down to an occasional throaty 'huff'."Welcome to the rest of your life, Natalie. I'm sure you've watched enough television to be familiar with that old cliché – if your kidnappers let you see their faces, they're never going to let you live?"I leaned down over her face."Get a good long look at me,. " One, Two, Three, ..." I knew Mr. Ericson was sitting in his desk chair watching me spank myself. I tried to imagine myselfback at my apartment. I tried to tell myself that this was just like the many other self-spankings I hadgiven Darlene, but I couldn't. This time everything was different from any other time before. Maybeit was because I was at work in the office. May it was because my boss was watching me. Maybeit was because I had dreamed of Mr. Ericson spanking me every time I had. "Barbara, let me have the packet." I still don't approve Doctor." Well good thing you're not in charge of this research team thenCaptain."The Doctor took a large envelope from the woman and handed it to Nadine.The young girl looked down at the cover letter. She smiled; working withthe government for many years as Jack, she had seen such forms manytimes.Reaching over she plucks a pen from Captain Vogel's pocket then signedit. "Papa, you need to sign this too, I am under age," She ignored. From that point onwards I just regarded and looked at Maggie in a completely different way. That was it….I started work straight away at the centre and began my C&G course a month later, I was really happy, this was what I wanted to do, it was dream come true. The next couple of years were probably the happiest I can remember. Mum was overjoyed that I had sorted myself out and seemed to be acting sensibly again, but I noticed that she had started to pour herself a glass of wine as soon as she.