Doctor informed us that he had hole in his heart and there is no cure for this at this stage , my mom and me look at each other she cried all night an...d I consoled her in every way but I know how hard is to digest this because he is my dad our dearest .About 9:00 AM I came hospital taking some medics my mother came out of the hospital room cryingMe- what mom what happenedMom –nothing son nothing you go give the medicines to your dadMe- ok momI thought doctor as said something to her that’s why. It’s an urge I can resist. I couldn’t do that before.”“That’s exactly it. I still feel that urge, but I can resist it. Let me think about it. When do you need to know?”“I think it can wait until Tuesday morning. If you can’t, or won’t, do it, then I’ll just take her to the apartment and make love with her. If you can, then we’ll go together. I won’t think any less of you, Squirt.”“Thanks, Big Brother.”I pulled her into a tight hug and when we let go, we exchanged a very soft kiss. I felt a. I was really sincere, and I was sincerely afraid she would never let me see her again. I was prepared to continue to beg, plead, scream, grovel or whatever it took to obtain her forgiveness. Fortunately she took pity on me and stopped me."That's very sweet of you. I'll bet I could almost get you to grovel on the floor, couldn't I?" she asked, almost teasingly.I nodded. My heart sank to my knees. I wasn't all that good at begging, really."And I wouldn't think of cutting it off. It has - you. The cloth came away just plain filthy, but it still didn't let a lot of the light into the room.Freddie was sitting on the couch, putting his socks and shoes on, when he felt hands on his back and shoulders. His head whipped around to see the face of his girlfriend Leah smiling back at him. He gave her a quick kiss on the lips, and before she knew what was happening, he pulled her still naked body over the back of the couch and onto his lap, where he continued the kissing with a little more.