When I first started my affair, I wasn’t concerned so much with jealousy for people involved. People I can easily block from my mind and discard lik...e used condoms. I would get jealous of watching your long fingers move lightly over your desk when they should be moving along my spine. Jealous of the fabric of your pants causing friction when it should be my hands. Jealous you can chew and lick your lips openly while I just have to imagine the tastes left there. Jealous that even though we always. " I get in the car and shut the door quietly, turn the key and the ignition roars to life. "What was that?" asked Gavin. Shit I thought, think quick. "Oh I just turned on the television. Sorry I'll turn it down" I smiled as I started driving towards the address he had given me to ship his said surprise. We continued to talk until I closed in on the address. "So I was thinking about planning a trip to Miami Gavin. I know we have tried before, but I want to try again. I really want to meet you.. There were two dishes in the sink, but she hadn't time to clean up after lunch with a friend. She was especially uncomfortable showing me the enormous master bedroom with its king-sized bed. Such beds do not exist in Manhattan. I did notice it was freshly made, with the corner turned down on very nice sheets. They probably even had a thread count. No cats or stuffed animals.After our tour, I sat down on the couch and she in a chair all the way across the living room. There was plenty of room. I eventually learned that Ada was different, she changed my whole thought process. She was so friendly and open to me, despite our differences. She taught me how we could be different and still want some of the same things. She truly opened my eyes to acceptance. But that first day while I watched her walking along my fence line. Ada dropped her book bag, and her papers and books scattered about the sidewalk. She knelt just in front of my gate in front of my residency. I walked up and I noticed.