Secretly, yes, but their secret indulgences are merely the proof of their own persistent, inward doubts, as to their supremacy fantasies. Their agony ...is no small thing, and only acknowledging this doubt, this need to confess their enviousness, even their actual inferiority, will they be free of the very thing that gnaws at them day and night. Here's one such example for your perusal. ]If Dylan's parents knew that their youngest son was setting alone in his room, late at night, watching. Come home she said, tomorrow noon. The kids will be at school till 4. Hope you understand. I took the clue. Well Sheela (her name changed) I said, I will be there at 11.00 AM. “Can’t you make it earlier say at 10.00 AM” she asked. I held her hand and said I am ready even now. She smiled and told me “Raaja I have been thinking over it for long”. I smiled and kissed her hand. She closed her eyes and said “explore me tomorrow”I carefully shaved everywhere and had a hot bath and put on a t shirt. Nothing at all.’ ‘How did I get so lucky?’ I think to myself. ‘Jens? I’d like us to be together tonight, like we used to be. Please, will you make love to me?’ I whisper to him as green eyes lock with green eyes, looking for that same spark of desire in his eyes that surely must be in mine. ‘I thought you’d never ask,’ he exhales on a long sigh. His head closes the distance to mine and I feel his lips cover mine in a kiss that is soft and gentle, yet insistent in it’s purpose to arouse my. After a fewspeeches and many thanks to all of the sponsors and donors, the movewas allowed to run. It had a slow build before the plot took over, butby that time, poor Robert had lost interest and was becomingincreasingly bored. As the movie progressed, I became more and moreengrossed in it. Robert had totally tuned out and was struggling toremain awake, and loosing. It would have been a kindness to let himdrift into a light sleep, but that scene I wanted him to watch was fastapproaching. I.