My doubt became firmer and I became very careful. There was none except a guard at the door of the hermit’s special room. The guard was very strong ...and looked furious. After departure of Badrul the hermit called the guard and ordered him to serve us the ‘special juice’. I got some bad smell of sinister motive into their activities. Farida Apa was sitting to a far distance from me and she didn’t talk with me. I got up and paced to the outside and silently went to the back of the house. From. I'd better get back M...Madge," I said as I set the shovel down. "Well if a little neighbor boy can't help a neighbor I don't know what,"she said. "What are you afraid of?" she innocently questioned as she ledme inside her kitchen and set everything on the table.She shut the kitchen door and took off her coat then went to the cookiejar on the counter. "You must let me pay you for all your help," she saidas she returned with a five dollar bill and stuffed it in my front jeanspocket. I didn't. The tingle devours your body and gives you that burst of energy you need to run. You don’t see him fall but you hear his blood gurgle, his god granted him his wish. Unfortunately, the wish was the wrong one… And then you hear your heart beats like they are your footsteps that pound the earth, as you run like you never have before. The list which was a list that carried the names, the ages of all those in your bloodline and of your race of people, the race of people who asked you to protect them. Wild. I won't put any pressure on you, but if you get the urge for some more man-to-man action, well, please let me watch, perhaps even join in. You know that you can watch or participate with me and another woman. I can't promise the same thing to other men, since that's a private moment of physical and sometimes emotional intimacy, but you're my husband and I owe you so much already. The fact that you, me, and Jonathan have now all fucked each other ... very hot, too."Anyway, the more I think.