. you're beautiful." I stammeredI was pleased to see her skin flush as she smiled at my compliment. Right remark I thought.She looked me up and down a...nd said with a laugh, "You clean up pretty well yourself mister!"We put our coats on and headed out the door. For the first time she took my arm as we walked to the truck. Her spicy perfume went right to my head.The Johnsons lived on a ranch a few miles up Grizzle Road. They were the closest neighbors and lived in a sprawling farmhouse that had at. The door is unlocked in this large family home.I know to go up stairs in this strange house walking very softly.There is one door in the hallway that is slightly open candle light flickering threw the crack in the door into the hall.I slowly push the door open. It is such a girls room all sugar and spice and everything nice. Huge bed, white comforter, pillows everywhere, three little heart shaped candles by the bed the smell on cinnamon.And I feel as if I am the thing that goes bump in the. If you were a boy, I....do not think I would do this, but I love you so much, and would do anything for you." "Kamiko, I know we have the sub/domme thing going on, but if you're not ready for this, you're not. I will not force you. I love you too much to do that." She shook her head. "That is not what I mean. If you were a boy, I do not think I could love you....the way I do. I did not think I....could love anyone like this. I did not think I was worthy of it." "Oh, sweetie, you are soooo worth. After winning a few fights, I ended up with some tagalongs, and things kind of just escalated from there. It felt weird at first, but it made me safer, and they ended up being genuinely helpful. Imagine having five people hanging out with you who want to cook for you and do your laundry because you beat them up,” she laughed, reveling in the absurdity of it. “They weren’t really my friends, or my family, but those are the only human terms I can think of that come close.”“And what they own.