She knew how much heliked Belle she'd said and remembered his birthday party the previousmonth when he'd had a Belle cake and looked so pretty in his ...Bellecostume. He'd felt his face flaming despite the chill air and tearsforming in his eyes, as she'd continued moving closer to fuss with thepanties. She'd pulled them up tightly by the waistband then leanedclose, her arms around him, a cool finger sliding under the leg band atthe back, hooking it from between his buttocks where it had ridden. Com/watch?v=tCXGJQYZ9JATaylor sighed as she stared back at the mirror. For once she just wanted to be herself, but her four body guards outside the luxurious bathroom would never let her out of their sights. Sometimes Taylor hated all the fame, all the money, sometimes she wished she could go back to being herself.Taylor glances down at a folded up piece of paper, a note from her current boyfriend Joe. Joe was the only ting in her life, it seemed, to make sense. She could always be herself. " I don't know how long it took me. She later told me it was less than a minute, and I said, "I love you." That feeling has not changed one bit in forty three years. It never will. I've never forgotten a single word or sight or feeling of those two occurrences in forty three years. I relive that moment a lot. Especially now. I can't tell this without crying. As I write these words my eyes are so blurry I have to correct a lot and I have to stop. Please God, whoever you are, I'll do anything for. There was to be fresh fish grilled over charcoal fires, lots of red wine and music. She explained patiently that Carlos could not accompany her because he would be coming back late from an errand he had to run to Algeciras and would probably stay the night there with a cousin. What could I do? I picked my landlady, Maria, up at 9 PM and we went down to the beach. I had procrastinated over what to wear and finally decided on a pair of jeans and a top with spaghetti straps with a light jacket.