His hands were even sexy to me. Big and strong. Grabbing me all over; squeezing my boobs and roaming all over my ass. I’d be moaning quietly, biting... my lip and holding back the scream of pleasure that was building inside of me. His hands would find their way under my shirt as he nibbled on my neck. I would be on fire at this point, wet and longing for him to touch my bare skin.I wouldn’t be able to take it anymore. I’d rip his shirt off and kiss his neck in thanks for the way he was making me. One woman already seated at herlounger saw the ladies wheel the me in. She noticed the panty girdle andmy bobbing head and caught a glimpse inside the girdle at my gaggedmouth, my lips forced silent and wide around the white rubber ball gagand my wild eyed look of panic as I was wheeled into position. Shelooked right at me and issued a lilting giggle as she leaned back onceagain to enjoy her "service."I was wheeled across the carpeted floor to a quiet corner near a tableand could make out. V. I guess she had been drinking a little more than she wanted because the next text was a selfie of her and some guy.Wife: “Hey, this is my new friend Brian” “He has been flirting with me all night” “He bought me drinks”Me: “Ok?”A few more hours pass and she comes stumbling in the door giggling and trying to be quiet. Me: “Hey you, you finally made it?Wife: “Yeah”Me: “Did you have a good time?”Wife: “I sure did”She tells me all about this Brian guy, how he made her laugh,. But it is always the same at thebeginning, when I need to adjust to the object in mythroat.Even though I was aroused, I was not totally relaxed. Iwas distracted by the fear that his thickness wouldchoke me, and I was acutely aware I was skating on thebrink of disaster. I wanted to give in, to offer noresistance, to let go of the fear of choking. I literally opened my mouth as wide as I could in agesture of surrender, hoping that my throat wouldrespond in a similar manner and allow me to.