"So," said Steve in a questioning tone. I realized the small talk was through.I think I'm gay. I recited the words once again in my head, still unable... to voice them. His face still looked questioning. "This is hard," I said."Now you have me wondering," he said. "Look, I can see you have to get this out."I took a deep breath. "Do you think I could be lesbian?"He smiled in genuine amusement. Maybe I looked embarrassed or something because he suddenly looked solicitous. "I'm sorry, but I'm. No doubt she had seen me leering at her bum, though she only looked slightly amused by it, giving me a playful wink. I blushed and bade her a good morning, before dashing into the house, her sing-song laughter following me inside. I was thankful to find no one inside, I knew that I would have Trina asking what was causing her sister to laugh so hard. I had no doubt that they would discuss it later tonight, and that would be when Violet was visiting. How Violet had been acting was odd to me. it. Do you go to Heaven/Nirvana or Hell/Hades or Valhalla or Olympus or the Seven Heavens? Is it the Abyss or the windswept plains of Archeron? Are you reincarnated? Can you be resurrected? Is there a Purgatory that you simply wait in for something to happen? Or do you simply cease to be? I think that one frightens me the most, because I don’t want to just ‘not be,’ you know? The others I could deal with, even if it’s Hell. At least I’d still be around. Even Purgatory would be an improvement,. " I sighed.We carried all all the bags out to the van and put them in the back. Wegot in and Aunt Sharon started the car before turning to me."I know you want shorts and jeans and slacks like all the other girlswear Diana but you have to remember they are different than you," shestarted. "You have things in your panties most girls don't have. With askirt or a dress you can wear your pantyhose and with their control topsthere are no problems but girls your age don't wear pantyhose with shortsor.