I felt empty. If I had to describe myfeeling, not that I could, I would say I was happy but yearning forsomething I wanted. I realized that Lee had ...done something drastic to my body and my mind,but I simply couldn't get angry about it. I tried to muster some anger,but all I could feel was a little confused. I couldn't even think ofmuch to say."Oh Randy," she almost cooed. "I think you'll like your new'leadership' position." Um," I said. I intoned it as a question. I was finding it hard. Sisters are cute. Even puppies and kittens are cute. Cute doesn’t get the kind of sex I wanted. I pondered the problem as I walked home from work. Frustrated, I went through my closet looking for an outfit that would say available and dangerous. What I found were tweeds, sweaters and professional wear. I came to a simple realization – not only did people call me cute – I called myself cute – holy shit…..Head reeling, I went out on the balcony and looked out at the city lights. I sat down. .."I got up. She walked over and we both kissed like that frantic kiss of just 20 minutes ago. I didn't stop this time, neither did she. Our kissing went from frantic to loving. Her lips felt so soft on mine.I felt her pulling me towards the door, into the hallway and down to her bedroom. Our kisses were like drops of water on a griddle ... very hot. She opened her bedroom door, closing it with her back against it."Janie ... Mom ... what are we doing?" I asked both trembling and hopeful for her. GOD!" She said. "That was-" Heavenly? Out of this world? Divine?" David interrupted her. "Well that, my love, is what you can expect every single day for all eternity. No, wait, scratch that. Every single day it'll be a hundred million gazillion times better." That's not a number." It is if I tell it to be. I'm God, Sam. I can quite literally do ANYTHING I want. If I want two plus two to equal five, it will. If I tell the moon to be made of cheese, it will be. If I tell the planets to.