She told me that she received at least one offer each week from photographers or magazines or agencies asking her to come to New York for a week-end o...f modeling. Some of them promised a career, others just offered a pot of gold. But they were relentless and the result of their calls just created more and more pressure on her."Would it hurt if we went to New York one weekend and you looked beautiful for a camera for a while?" I can't afford the time away from my studies." Caitlin, even if they. Carrie kept a sour look on her face until her first bite."Oh my God, this tastes amazing," she murmured around the spare rib meat in her mouth."And it's tender enough to cut with a fork." Jason had a blissful expression on his face as he took another bite. "Oh, Di, this is awesome." Thanks," she said as she gave Jason a shy smile.He had been so sweet all month despite her early fear he might be a pervy older guy. After a couple of days it was obvious he never thought of her that way. She was. I am not as equipped as a porn star; but I knew she had to be able to feel my stiff cock through my shorts or pants when we wrestled. Thinking back on it I am sure she enjoyed teasing me. After a bout on the floor wrestling she always had such a smile. I was always busy trying to get out of the room with out the whole world seeing my erection. We would spend time in her room watching her small TV together. Since her room was little and our family poor, we would have to sit or lay on her small. All through high school I kept my virginity sacred, planning to save it for marriage. But one day, at 18 years old, I changed my mind and lost my virginity. Ever since, I've been a sex addict. I can't get enough. I'll fuck anyone anywhere anytime. I made this diary to record all of my sexual experiences.June 9, 2006: The Day I Lost My VirginityWhen I popped into work this afternoon Terry wanted to know if I was going to our co-worker's going away party. I work as a receptionist in an office for.