My impossible situationwas weighing especially heavily on me. Mark's mom had left no doubt thatshe, and Mr. McCowan, wanted me to marry their son and ...give themgrandchildren. And of course I wanted that too, but knew on every levelthat it could never happen. And then there was the whole issue of theMcCowans finding out about the real me, which they most certainly would,sooner or later, and my whole world would come crashing down.At some point in the wee hours my mind drifted into thoughts of. I was incredibly happy. Obviously Matthew didn't share my joy. "Hey," he said cupping my face in his hands, forcing me to look into his eyes. It's like he read my mind. "I don't regret any of that, Lyla. But you have to know that... That was so close just then." "Of course I know, I'm just glad you don't feel guilty." "As long as you're happy, I'm happy." "I'm ecstatic," I smiled. Matthew returned my smile with his own cheeky grin. "Then I'm ecstatic." He gave me a quick kiss on the forehead.. It looked like they only had their knickers on, the girl was definitely topless and her big boobs were bouncing about like a couple of balloons. We got another drink and sat by the pool watching those balloons as the couple were trying to duck each other. A couple of girls came down the stairs and after a quick drink (down in one) they stripped their dresses over their heads and jumped in. They were both wearing thong knickers that hardly covered their pussies. That must have been some sort of. The crowd squeezed her breasts or ass as she forced her way through the crowd.Another teen boy latched onto Jaya’s erect nipple and began sucking as hard as he could. Jaya hated how good it all felt. She felt like such a slut as she got off on what the little boys were doing to her. An older woman showed the nerdy teen boy how to lick Jaya’s clit. When he started doing it, Jaya lost control. Jaya began gyrating her pelvis and moaning uncontrollably. Jaya could not believe she was loosing.