She was in a cheerier mood by now."Are you trying to get me drunk? So you can sneak a girl in?" she burst out laughing."No" simple and straight to the... point.She handed me her glass and i refilled it. I decided to get myself a whiskey too. After sitting watching the end of the movie. i decided to go for a shower. The shower was a relaxing moment. Coming out of the bathroom with only a towel d****d around my waist i re-entered the sitting room where my mother was still sipping her wine on the. ''Natalia, you told me one day that you didn't want to find a lover here."''Yes, I did, but you are different, Matilda.''You continued, ''I don't want you to betray him. We'll continue our friendship as sisters."We parted with tears.When I heard that Damien was having a secret affair with Miranda, another senior girl from our university, I could not believe it.The next day Damien left me, sending me a short message. ''Goodbye, Matilda.''I was shocked. I wept, cried, lamented, my heart was in. I’ll make it right by him,” I said.“Thanks, I know Abigail was antsy about me going for that very reason,” he said.“Yeah sure,” I said.I didn’t say anything to him, but every time her name came up I felt funny. It was like I should have been the one telling him about what she was doing, thinking, saying. But it was him! It was him and it hurt. I don’t think he had a clue how much.“Sam?” He said.“Yeah?” I said.“Would it be all right if Abby or I brought the children by to see you and their. "Where are you going?" he asked, "Oh just to the bar for another vodka" Sit down and save your strength" he said "you are going to need it", then he nodded to Tony, who went to the bar and brought some more drinks."Oh GOD" I just remembered the arse fucking conversation, and I started panicking, I grabbed Mark around the neck and whispered in his ear. " You know that I was only joking about sucking your friends off tonight, dont you? but I will still do you.......................... and you can.