I could easily persuade Ian to part with his supply with the dirt I had on him. But then how could I go through life never experiencing the sheer heav...en of my 'special' orgasms? Yet, to continue on and drug innocent people and use them for my own ends was too low and underhand to contemplate. This was a time of profound soul searching, I felt that it was a 'no win' situation, damned if I do, damned if I don't. Could I ever justify doing to others what Ian had done to me? My mind was in turmoil,. He was naked too, and the longer he looked at me, the more excited his mini-man got. Pretty soon it was fully erect, and he was huge! I dont even know why I was so stupefied. He wasnt young, he wasnt hot. Maybe it was because I was naked? He was probably about fifty years old, with a little paunch, and thinning hair. He looked like he probably belonged to a motorcycle gang in his youth. Before I could think of anything else to say, Aaron came running out from the waterfall, still laughing,. Be a good actress, lie to me and make me think you care. We’ll have lots of fun.’ Sara was right, I had a plenty of responses. I was dreading the interview lunches, but the very first one was with an old hippy chick, with dogs, a foster child and lots of baggage. She had taken a long shot. It was obvious within five minutes that this was not a good match for either of us but we enjoyed lunch and talking. That first failure relaxed me and I just went to enjoy the next few lunches and had low. I started spitting the pills out in week 3 and started crying. It waslike a tourniquet and my balls and cock had died and were about to falloff. My breasts while still small had the most sensitive nipples, therewas no body hair, no facial hair but I had a thick brown mane down to myneck. It wasn't but 2 days later my manhood fell off - I looked at itcried and then flushed the dead stuff. My fingers were skinner, my hipswere the same but my waist was nothing - I was 5'-9" and the scale read132 -.