But we kept kissing, exploring, and he reached down between my legs and started rubbing me through my jeans. I stepped back and removed my sweatshirt ...and he began to undress as well. I stripped off everything but my bra and knelt on the bed waiting for him before I undid the front hook on my lacy pink bra.I knelt on the bed wearing only the pink lace, front hook bra. I waited for him to finish undressing and approach me. His eyes were fastened on my hands. I opened the bra and pulled the cups. Her scarlet lips curved into the grin that I know very well and I watched as her gentle hand slid across the surface of the table to hold mine.“Hey Devon” She finally said.“Hey Ash” I said, matching her tone of voice.“I’m lonely” She said, her gaze peeking through the hair that covered her forehead. I smirked, She knows I know what that means, and I broke my gaze from her eyes to peek over at the bar, Denny seemed to be chatting with a slutty-looking redhead, so I’m not needed here now, I’,. Diana was primed. I invited over a mutual friend Zach,who Diana had dated for a very short time and told himwhat was going on. I wanted to have Zach help teaseDiana. We sat around the living room and sipped abottle of red wine. When Diana figured out that Zachknew about her abstinence she was livid. “Maybe Zachcould help tune you up a bit Diana.”Diana had had a bit too drink and lifted her hands overher head as in submission. “Tell you what Robby, yousay when. I’ll let. So verbally I said to myself, "Am I falling in love withFong when he is a woman? Does he feel the same way? How can a man beso comfortable with being a woman too? Do I really want to fuck Fongeven though I know he is a man?"After I asked myself these questions I then decided I didn't want toknow the answers so I eventually fell asleep. The next day I wentabout things as usual without thinking about the questions.About a month later the progress of the railroad came down to threemore miles away.