And he did meddle.He changed my personality from aggressive, confident and aloof todocile, insecure and suggestible.So he lead me down an unavoidable ...path really.I knew what I was doing with all my theories though.I was trying to absolve myself.Enough Alex Turner remained that he needed to assert that he hadn'tgiven up on his maleness, and his macho hetero sexuality. He'd had nochoice.It was true. I did feel guilt with regard to what I'd become and thatI'd become it so readily.Even after all. God it felt good and I wanted him to do more ...which he did. He then asked, " have you done this before? " and I nodded yes. I still had my back to him and now I could feel his bulge against my ass through his pants and I reached behind me and and grabbed hold of his big unit and gently massaged it. He loved it because he let out a moan and turned my head to give me a deep tongue kiss. I was in heaven! I haven't kissed a man since Vern and I loved it. He kept telling me how hot I was and. As he moved on the bed, my eyes could see he had a bulge on his pants, 'Shit I thought, is it really this easy'.'Touch it Frida', he offered, 'go on baby, it wont bite you'.I pulled a face, feeling a little bit more relaxed, as daddy rolled over onto his side and reached out towards me. 'Close your eyes baby, which I did as daddy put his hand under my top and eased upwards, fondling my breasts and pulling on my nipples.I kept my eyes closed, thinking, 'If I don't look, I can pretend it's. We then made our way to the shops where we bought snacks, meat for the braai, 2 bottles of brandy and 2 bottles of sours and 3 bags of ice. We then headed back home and prepared everything for the day as our friends would be arriving at about 1pm.After sorting everything out and packing it away Jessica went to shower and get ready for the day ahead. I showered once she was out and we then got dressed casually as we told everyone to bring there costumes. Jes wore a red bikini and short tight.