But, the marriage was happy, and my thoughts of being queer and crossdressing subsided greatly -at least for several years. Actually, the crossdressin...g subsided but I still bought naughty transvestite books whenever I traveled (which was constantly) and masturbated to them again and again. I liked best the transvestite novelettes where a transvestite and a real man fall in love and act like a man and woman in love. I always related to the transvestite, of course!As the years rolled by my. Soon she stoppedspanking and told me to go stand in the corner. I assumed she wasfinished, but I was wrong. She only stopped long enough to get a paddlethat was hanging in the kitchen. I was then led back over to the armless chair where she sat down and toldme to raise my skirts and lower my panties. I did so, looking at thepaddle and dreading how it was going to feel on my bare skin. I raised mydress, petticoat and slip and lowered my panties to just below my bottomcheeks and bent back over. I said I needed the bathroom, Trish said, “ me too”. We got off the bed and watched the guys get in a “69” and clean each other, before going to the bathroom. I said I needed to pee. I don’t know if my eyes had the same glint in that hers did when she said, “me too”. But before I could ask her, she said, “Do you want to go together?” I turned towards the shower and she followed me in. We threw our arms around each other, our boobs crushed against each others. " She laughed at my stubbornness, easily falling back tostalwart, albeit a shapely brilliant comrade. "So are we ready tosoldier on? It's almost ten..."Her instincts unerring, we found the business still buttoned up tight,save for the alley door which was held unlocked by one of Karen's creditcards. But despite the deserted look, we discovered upon entering thatappearances were deceptive, the packages brought by that afternoon weregone.At closer examination, what was an empty space was less so.