Are you interested in hearing my offer?" Yes, Mary, I am. I know that everybody expects me to die. All I can say is that I am willing to consider any ...proposal that will save my life if it will also give me a life worth living. So, please tell me your offer." Okay, I am sure that I can cure you, but there is no guarantee. If you do as I direct, you have a very good chance of recovering your health and becoming like Billy, Jenny, and me. Are you interested?" Of course I am! I would be a damned. I needed a period of reassessment. I no longer had the threat of a prosecution hanging over me. That actually came as a surprise. Up until that moment, it hadn’t occurred to me that I could have been taken to court. That rocked me for a moment. But it was over. I needed to take stock. The first thing I realised was that I was still simply responding to events. I had been so busy juggling everything that I had just gone with the flow. There were some things I needed to take in hand, and one I. Yeah it doesn't hide much I nervously laughed. Okay one guy said how about you make some more cash by showing us how our wives should use these toys…ohhh no way I said this is far as it goes…..again they were cool about it but some got their wallets and started to throw quite a bit of cash onto the floor…this could all be yours for a little demonstration. Fuck it I thought…i'll never see them again…and I could feel myself getting a little wet as they were all watching me. Okay I said to them. ...NOT NOW!! NO NO NO....!!Frantic to know what was happening I'd ripped the curtains closed thenopened them again just a fraction....but there was nothing, just theafternoon daylight as usual.Still terrified at what could have happened I instantly threw back thecurtains, almost collapsing with relief as nothing had changed for shewas still lying peacefully asleep in the same position on the recliner.Now desperate to get close to her without waking her up I crept quicklyout of the kitchen till.