Six pair, all sheer, all tanga styled, four different colors. And, of course, they could have just been given normal names. Passionate pink was the ta...mest of the names, followed by wicked white, sinful sapphire, ravishing red and lusty lavender. Oh, and of course, there was a black pair, for which they hadn’t even bothered coming up with a clever name. It was simply labeled ‘barely there black’ and wow, was it. I lost count of how many times I changed my mind that morning, getting dressed for. I’m squirming with desire in anticipation. I’m wearing loads of makeup and lots of Lipstick with a layer of lip-gloss. I want to look and act like a total slut as this will probably be the only time I fuck him plus I don’t want any gentlemanly behaviour tonight. I want to be fucked and fucked dirty. He’ll think he’s fucking a porn star (which I am I suppose). Him being a Doctor I’ve decided to be extra slutty as I don’t want him trying to get involved and want a relationship. I just want to be. "Charlie looked a little bit disappointed but he heaved a big sigh and agreed, "Yeah, OK. But I still get first dibs on your room, Sue Ellen."A little later over at the office, I got to thinkin' about what Sue Ellen said about us gettin' married when she graduated high school next year. And her wantin' to have a baby.I went into her part of the office and pulled up a chair to sit next to her. I reach over and took her hand and said, "Honey, I wanna talk about a couple of things. You said. Maybe I should have done something ten years ago and ended it then. The last ten years have been the best and worst of my life. Both of us holding on to the same secret, that's crazy! Since I knew and stayed with her anyway, why didn't I just come out and tell her I knew.At least I wouldn't be waiting around to see if she was going to cheat again. Waiting to pull out the old tape and panties. Why? Why after ten years did she go back and see the slime ball again?My head was spinning and I had.