I watched as she stood on wobbly legs and stumbled to the open door. When another group of cowboys from across the way saw her standing there naked, t...hey ran over and carried her off into another barn.By the time I got down from the loft, she was no where to be seen. I searched till I finally left the area and returned later, looking for her. I checked and rechecked the motel room and looked in all the bars, too. I even reported her missing to the security people, but they weren't worried,. What you can't do is have a cow in front of Mom. If you make her feel self-conscious and ruin this, she may go back inside her shell. Do you understand me?"Frank twisted his mouth sullenly. "That's not playing fair." What's more important to you? Mom or your self-righteous anger?"He started trying to clean his shirt with a napkin, a chore that looked to be doomed to failure. "Okay. I'm not happy about this and I'm not making any promises but I will keep my opinion to myself for now."I let out. ‘And what did they say you would be doing as my personal secretary?’ I purposely emphasized ‘personal’ trying to gauge how she would respond. ‘I will do anything you ask. I’ve been told that my job is to insure you have everything you need or want and to help manage your office. I’ll need you to tell me how best to do that.’ I was looking beyond her words and knew she really meant what she was saying and fully expected me to use her completely. In fact, she was hoping I would use her. I kicked myself as soon as I told him, realizing how it would sound, but I don't know what else I could've said. I should've told him that it was my idea; I had never been with a black guy. I grinned to myself. Part 2 ­ Marcus' Dominance The day arrived, and Sarah and I went to Marcus' dorm. It was more secluded than mine, and as we walked in, I noticed it was nicer, too. I guess it pays to be a highly sought after recruit. Douchebag. We just hung out for a while, talking and getting to know.