It felt...feminine.I laid there for a few moments and replayed the whole evening in my head once more. My hand drifted downward and my probing fingers... confirmed my tenderness. On the bathroom counter is where I found my second note from Gary.“Darling, I hope this morning you feel lovely reminder of our night together. You earned it.”OMG THIS GUY IS ALREADY INSIDE MY HEAD!, my brain squealed at me. ”You were amazingly sensual and pliable in my hands last night. That’s very good. I have never had. My desk which you gave me for my birthday is sitting next to the playpen, which faces directly across to your desk in your den. There is a bookshelf on the other side of the playpen, which is filled with books, but on the third shelf, just in my reach, I see one of my birthday paddles and hairbrushes sitting on it. And next to that is my timeout naughty-chair facing the corner.While I do enjoy when you spank me, I have been trying to be good since my blowout in the grocery store.There is even. I was really surprised when I found myself nearing orgasm once more. I was soon joining her for my forth orgasm of the day. I've NEVER done that before! This girl is unbelievable!I rolled off of her and untied her wrists. She sat up and untied her ankles. Then she really surprised the hell out of me. She rolled over and put her arm over me. She held me like that, hugged me and kissed me passionately.I returned her kisses with just as much passion. After a moment she finally removed her. We hid them well from each other, though i will give Steve the bigger credit in our story. Understand that it was my secret, my dreams, that began the demise of our marriage, but ultimatly it was he who destroyed it. He had a good run, 9 long years he kept his secrets safe from me, but no secret is meant to stay silent forever. Eventually, no matter the effort made to protect yourself, you are bound to fuck up. It is simply human nature, we all fuck up. Some of us only once or twice, and maybe.