I immediately obeyed, “good morning, Monika Mam”. From their conversation, it was evident that they had already talked and planned about my traini...ng. Miss Monika questioned me, “Are you ready to be trained to become a wife from a husband?” I nodded in affirmation, “yes”. My wife slapped me hard and said, “say, yes mam, you idiot. You don’t know how to behave with your teacher”. I did as instructed. Now there were two mams in my life; She said further, “He needs a lot of training. I doubt. Very vivid, but only for amoment." A sweet feeling?" Exactly. Perfect. And in that feeling. There is no shame. No sour." You were right. It is very self -absorbed."I laughed."You asked." Yes. I'm joking. It's interesting actually. What do you see in thesepremonitions?" Well, it's really just a picture. Of me, living as girl, somewhere faraway, maybe going to college." And dressed as a girl?" Well, yes, but more than that. Living as girl." With no shame, no embarrassment." Yes." And without the. I've always been told, that I’m a pretty boy. I love to get all dressed up and wear make-up. I like to masturbate when I'm fully dressed in women's clothes. I know this may seem odd, but I find it highly erotic. I’m five foot seven inches tall. I have blonde hair that I wear very short. I have blue eyes and I run so I have very defined legs. I’m not muscular, except for my legs and my abdominal muscles. I've never gotten dressed up and actually left my house. But recently, I've met some. It took me a moment to figure out how the clips fastenedto my stocking, but I quickly solved the problem. I walked over to the mirror,and took a long look at how pretty this lingerie looked on me. I wondered ifthis was the way that the Parisian courtesans dressed to entice their men. ThenI lay down on the bed to rest for a few minutes, before I needed to get Jamieready for Sir Michael. I started thinking aboutSir Michael and Doctor Brown, and wondered why both of them wanted to sodomizelittle.