She would not allow me to masturbate unlessshe was present. At first, I would sneak and masturbate. Then I began to feelguilty. Her control over me gr...ew. It is hard to explain, but it was if shewas watching me all the time. She was inside my head. I began to think shecould read all of my thoughts; or maybe I just wanted to feel that way. Soon,I completely quit masturbating myself to orgasm, unless she ordered me to.I did not want sexual relief unless she wanted it. In addition, she. "...Did you find any hunky guys for Katie?" I ask, making my lover giggleas she snuggle closer to me."There were... some VERY firm bodies there," Sarah laughs. "Some of whommay have gone away with Katie's number in their phones, yes!" Sarahgiggles, but her laughter soon fades as I remain silent. "Nikki... What'sup? PLEASE don't tell me you're jealous of guys, too?" It- it's just a reminder that I used to be one," I whisper. "If you'relooking at guys-" Okay, first," Sarah says. "I wasn't. Now I was in university, it was about time to let my hair down. After what seemed like hours of carefully observing my reflection, I was torn away from my supposed doppleganger by a quick rap of knuckles at my door. My roommate, Simon, wanted me to go out with him tonight. I cringed thinking about it. Alcohol had never touched my lips, which was rather pathetic. I whined in protest as he noticed the nervous expression on my face and grabbed my hand. "You won't chicken out of this tonight!" he. I almost didn't know what to say. Finally, I said, "I'm sorry, Jim. I was just having fun..." At his expense, you were having fun!"Wow! I realized that Wendy was really pissed off at me!"Yes," I admitted, hanging my head down. "I'm sorry."Jim's look immediately softened. "That's OK..." No, Jim," Wendy wasn't satisfied. "That's not OK!" Turning to me, she added, "You heard him, Shirl. Strip! We'll be waiting in your car for you."Shit! Was Wendy intending me to go through with this?"You want me.