And that first view would be ingrained in my head, never to be forgotten, for the rest of my life. I still went out with guys on occasion, but nothing... serious. I wanted them to think I was still straight, as I was worried about what they would think if they knew the truth. And the truth finally came out. It was yesterday that it happened. It was mid-July, and it was the summer after my freshman year in college. It was a week before my 19th birthday. The twins, my younger s****r and b*****r,. There’s only room for one in this hibernation hole I’ve dug for myself, only room for one in my pity party. I think that I might have broadcast that fact to everyone around me. I know that my then wife, now ex-wife heard it loud and clear. I know that Dennis would never have brought his troubles to anyone else’s door either. I bet not too many people knew of his illness either. Dennis and I were alike in most other ways too. We couldn’t have gone all mountain man, just wasn’t practical to live. He glared at me."I'll have Wild Turkey, on the rocks, please. And put his Rum & Coke on my tab." The waitress nodded with a smile and took off."Hey, I don't need you to p-" I've been a dick, man. I'll pay for your drink. It's fine." He glared at me still, but it was his playful kind of glare. He pouted a little."Fine."We got our drinks, and bullshitted about a lot of things. School, jobs, parents, Reach. Then we came back to the subject of girls, which Kevin's always been evasive with. I never. My pusy melts for a hard man." Twitching ever so slightly, I felt the spurt of her second orgasmic release, escaping from her stuffed crevice. With increased moaning and heavier breathing, She rolled off of me and and onto her back, coaxing me to get on top. I mounted her and was beginning to gain entrance into her welcoming wetness, when she turned and said, "Fuck me until I cum again, then I want your cum in my ass." With her legs wrapped around my waist, we were off to the final leg of our.