Across the street a lawn sprinkler was waving lazy whorls of misty water back and forth, back and forth.For some odd reason a question Walker had aske...d me had popped into my mind, “Winter, would you rather suck cock or lick pussy?”It was back around the time he’d discovered his mother had a bod and he was exploring his own budding sexuality through questioning my friend Peggy Rawlings and me.“It depends, lovey, who I’m with, the mood I’m in. But I love doing each one when I’m with the right. Now I'm so afraid that what I'm doing is just pushing my own beliefs on him again that I feel like I'm walking on eggshells. I'm afraid to even ask him to include me in on any portion of his life for fear of imposing. I love my son, but I'm so afraid of hurting him again." And you're wondering what I could suggest?" Yes."Jarred thought about it. "The only thing I could suggest is to discuss it with him. As long as I have known him, Joe has always been a straightforward man. I believe he would. I want us to be able to share that money since I don’t have anything to do with it.”Ed shrugged his shoulders denying the idea of taking any of John’s money. He said, “I don’t need any money. I’m happy the way I am.”“How about money so that you can attend school full time?”Ed laughed at the suggestion. He answered, “I have enough money to go full time. I inherited the house, the truck, and insurance money from my parents when they passed away. My only expenses have been food, drink, utilities,. Within two weeks he found it difficult to walk with out extreme pain. He was a 24 year old man walking around like an 80 year old. Within a month he was a total invalid, unable to walk at all, his legs pathetically thin and useless. The disease began to spread to his arms, he became clumsy, unable to eat his food, sign his name or even go to the toilet on his own. He felt disgusted within himself, his brain was as sharp as ever but his body failed to do his bidding, as if he were in a dream..