So I had partially left the closet although no one else knew. My partner helped me and started teaching me things that girls learn like what B or C or... even DD mean. She also bought some clothes for me you know... dresses, skirts, blouses, stockings you get the picture.I remember going into a store with my partner and looking at skirts and blouses. It was strange, I knew they were for me and was so excited, but on the other hand apprehensive. I had never gone that far, how would I look?That. I'll take you into the fitting room and help you with thedress."Lynn said, "Mom I just know Jennifer really wants to try on that cutelavender dress."So Mrs. Miller checked out the sizes and took two dresses off the racksaying, "Come on Jennifer just for fun let's see how this looks on you."Ricky had never been in a ladies dressing room, or for that matter evertried on a dress in a little girls shop. He was a little worried someonewould see he's a boy. But Mrs. Miller assured him it would be. It was painful. As I was trying to wriggle the head and push the cock in my mouth out, the guy held my head and pushed it in.At the same time, the other guy pushed his cock in, and I realized I now had two cocks in both holes. It was hurting hard, and pleasure took over the pain in the next 2 minutes. My body started responding to their movements. It went on for almost 10 minutes, and then they swapped places. I started enjoying it by then.The guy I was sucking was playing with my nipples as. Since I rarely had any help with the baby, I was unable to maintain the immaculate hygiene he was used to. That I was used to. I might go an entire month without washing my hair. Our home was disgusting. I lived in fear that Child Protective Services would somehow find out and take my beloved child from me. I cleaned as I could, but I could only do as much as my baby would allow. A load of laundry here, a sink of dishes there was all I could manage. Running the vacuum or scrubbing the toilet.