Even now you crave to know how that kind of perfection feels, don't you, y?You: yStranger: Yes, good girl. Imagine you can see a red number "20" in t...he corner of your vision. You do not have to stare at it, but you know it is there when you need to see it. This tells us how deeply relaxed you are now. When that number changes to "100", it will mean you are at the deepest place your mind can go. "100" is the perfect state as I have just described to your mind. It is a place you crave so. He took good care of me and the sex was fantastic. We could barely go two days without one of us initiating sex. He was probably the closest that I or any of my girlfriends had found to the perfect boyfriend. But still, the idea left me conflicted. I had promised myself for years that I would not be one of those women who got married right out of college. I was going to work for a while, make my own way in life, and then, only after determining what I was going to do for the rest of my life as. I pretended like I was qettinq woken up. "what's qoinq on?" I said sleepily. "wake up. we have company." Aaron said. "no. I'm sleepinq." I replied. "you can sleep later. danny is here." he said the last part like he was teasinq me. I opened my eyes and Danny was smilinq at me. I lauqhed nervously and blushed. "hey uh quys, can me and Lauren have a little alone time?" Danny asked. the quys qrumbled, but Aaron shuffled them out, knowinq me and Danny have liked each other for a looooooonq time.. I sensed prevarication and started thinking hard about him just signing the damn paperwork, but like last night -- and unlike Jenny -- he seemed stubbornly resistant to my suggestions."...and it seemed the financial aspects were not quite clear," Bill concluded."Now, Bill, that's just silly," I said, smiling to take the sting out of my words. I pushed my blouse off the attache so I could retrieve two copies of the agreement. "What in this could you possibly object to?" I asked, handing each of.