Once I was baby smoothI washed the shaving soap away, and had a feel, which led as it usually does, to a wank.I was really enjoying my wank, pumping m...y clit with a finger, tweaking a nipple with the other hand, I was gaspingslightly , trying to keep quiet as Cameron at least was somewhere in the house. As I lay there recovering from a healthyorgasm, I had a curious feeling of being watched. There was no window, only an extractor fan. The door to my roomwas closed, and had no keyhole. I was. I'll leave a key on the kitchen table. Lock up when you leave. I'll get the key from you later."I nodded and watched silently as Angela Stevens walked down the stairs. Today, Angela would have become my mother-in-law, but fate conspired to keep us from having that relationship. Nicole died two weeks ago. Died senselessly as a drunken man crossed the centerline with his expensive SUV, lost control and plowed into Nicole's Geo as it sat waiting for the light to turn green. We had been waiting for. I would gladly do that anytime.This morning, Friday, I was up early: early to work and early home. We haven't done my favorite fantasy for months. My "gym" bag is packed. Everything I need is in the bag. I've put together a bag of goodies from my shopping trips for the wifey, too.After all these years, she knows what I want, but I throw in a few suprises for her, once in a while (flavored douches and enemas, anal beads, whatever). I can't forget the first time she used a butt plug. I had taken. If I found out he had stolen that phrase from somebody else, I would make him weak in the knees with a baseball bat. If it was his, I would do anything he asked. My God, what would have happened if my parents had intercepted this letter? Probably nothing. They would have thought I had a deranged stalker. I would have to keep this letter to show to them when I told them my intentions with Jeff, if he shared them. I would have to keep this letter to read to myself when I grew old, to relive the.