And in terrible pain.Not physical, although my damn joints are seizing up from too many years of neglect and a preference for strawberry trifle. Its m...entally, probably the worst type of pain as there is no escape, 24/7/365 you exist in a state of perpetual limbo. Why? Because I’m stupid. And a coward.I live alone, which you can probably guess.I steal my eyes back to the parade. How dare you! I silently scream at the shapeless zombies outside; you can’t even see your kid balancing down the kerb. Now, it's on to the best part (or so I thought). I laid down on the floor and took her dirty panties and put them over my head, with the crotch up against my nose and inhaled her wonderful scent. My cock throbbed harder and leaked some more, leaving a wet spot in the center of her clean panties crotch. As I sniffed he dirty panties, I turned on the vibrator and held it to my cockhead, quickly approaching orgasm. My usual method would be to cum in the panties, then lick the crotch clean so only. Baby please”She was completely lost and so I was. I was hungry for her and I was filled with lust. Slowly I moved towards her ear and I bit her ear and then started kissing it and she was shivering and then slowly I put my tongue inside her ear and licked it and she lost it. She was bending her neck breathing heavy and shivering at the same timeAfter which I moved to her soft round breasts and started pressing them against her dress. Very slowly pressed them and started moving them in circles. This turned me on so much. I knew he had to face me in order to cut the grass, now was the time. I slowly unwrapped to paper from around my ice-pop licking it from the bottom all the way up to the rounded tip letting it sit in my mouth until the juice ran down the side. I continued this process until the ice-pop was a small circle on the stick. I tilted my head back and stuck the stick in my mouth until it disappeared, then I slowly pulled it out leaving nothing but a bare stick, still he tried.