." I whispered, taking CJ's hand and wrapping it around his cock. "Show me... how YOU do it." Are you sure?" CJ asked, looking skeptical. "I've never...... done that... with someone watching."I rolled to face CJ, laying my leg across his. "Yes," I replied, quietly. Then I used my hand to prompt CJ's strokes. "I'll even let you cum on me if you want... anywhere you want."CJ took over, letting me watch, wanting me to watch, while he performed his own self-pleasuring. Slow, slight, tentative strokes. It's the one you haven't experienced before. I know that you can do this for me. As it's your first time, there will only be ten strokes."As soon as He said "it's the one you haven't experienced before," I knew what He meant. It was the cane. We had talked about it on several occasions, but it was something I was terrified to experience. Just the thought of it had me trembling in fear. Had I not been bound to the bench, I would have bolted from the room. "Relax. You know I would never do. And its those feels that I now carry for you that is prompting me to write you this letter. In the time that I spend with you, and the time that I have been back home, you have been in my ever thought. I can't get my time with you out of my mind, the way you touched me, making my body come alive. How can I forget the afternoon by the lake, we had a picnic and after we undressed each other. That afternoon I was allowed to explore a man's body for the first time.Of course I discovered what a. The judge had us identify ourselves then asked me why I was late. "Your Honor in the past few weeks Virginia's roommate has been threatened, my house was broken into and vandalized, and Sunday my Pop was held at gun point as part of a trap to either kidnap or kill us. We were trying to arrive here exactly on time but due to traffic we were delayed a bit."The lawyers for the Lab objected to my statement saying it would influence the outcome of the hearing. The Judge said he would not be swayed.