"Then to me, "Billy, I'm ashamed of myself. Your aunt's a grown woman... not my kid sister anymore... and she has a right to live her life any way she... chooses. Whatever it sounded like, I didn't mean it that way. I love her and whatever she does is okay with me."That last, I think, was directed more toward Peg than me, but I chimed in anyway: "I'm really glad you're so young. It'll be like having a big sister." What "relationships" I wondered.The moment of tension had passed and the last leg of. There's also, I think, a shared assumption that we do have an obligation to keep each other as the primary emotional relationship. I've been thinking, though, about things that might fall between the two, into polyamory."You know that there are times that I seem to need girl talk. I'm not suggesting that I'm really a lesbian."So I don't risk our relationship, I'm wondering if I may want some emotionally intimate girlfriends living with us. It's too dangerous if I go out on my own for. Vikas. One day I meet him in the garden and as we were talking I asked him about his wife who was pregnant and he told she has gone to her mom’s home for delivery for past 3 months and I asked then how do you have sex and he told it has been 3 month’s not having sex as he don’t go anywhere because of the diseases. I came home and was thinking of him as my wife mita asked me and I told about vikas and I told her I want to see her with him and she was ready. Vikas is a tall man around 30, little. Linda picked the place and we met Tad and his friend. They bought us drinks, we started dancing and one thing led to another. I didn’t remember much about that night after that but I woke up the next morning in Tad’s bed. He knew I was a little upset about that and a few days later he said he wanted to make it up to me and take me to Manila for the weekend to go clubbing and have some great food. At that time you will remember Rod that you told me that you had an emergency and were not sure.