I felt awful, just now, when it hit me that you felt like you needed to ask permission to go to bed. I truly hope you forgive me for giving you the wr...ong impression."She was silent for so long that I wondered if she had gone back to bed, and then I heard the door opening. She had such a look of genuine gratitude on her face; I realized that my gut instinct to go to her and apologize was correct. I bet it had been a very long time since anyone asked her to do something, as opposed to ordering. " The feminine smell and feel of Paula is making melight-headed as my lips meet hers for a second time. This time we are bothmore receptive and suddenly our mouths open and tongues become involved.Both of us are only partially aware of flashbulbs and encouragement fromthe girls such as "go sissies go" and "look at our lesbian pansies" as weneck. We eventually disengage, looking somewhat guilty. We are told to sitdown, so we sit on the couch together and after smoothing our short skirtsdown, we. . She asked me about stroking it, and I asked her if she ever got herself off by rubbing her pussy and stroking her clit? She said no so I said I wanted to try something and asked if she trusted me, she said yes and I assured her that I would not fuck her because she was still a virgin and I wouldn't take that from her unless she was absolutely sure that was what she wanted but I would help her get off, and with that i laid her on the bed and I started rubbing her titties getting the nipples. She wasn’t really trying hard. I knew she wasn’t so for an added incentive I put the knife back against her throat and looked at her with stern eyes. She slowly picked up her pace. After a while she started to breathe hard and I knew that she was slowly enjoying this which is not what I wanted. Slowly my mind started to fill with thoughts of seriously hurting this woman. I tried to ignore them with me better judgment but they seemed to overcome me. As the thoughts got more gruesome I began to.